For the past 17 days that I've been attached to my significant other, I've learnt so many things. That in love, or in fact in LIFE, you'll never find someone 100% perfect in everything they do. There will always be this little thing's you really dislike about what your partner do/does. But it's up to you if you are caring enough to accept it, or you just wanna break his/her heart by breaking up. I admit, there are a number of thing's I dislike about my other half, but I've learnt to accept it. Because there are also thing's that my other half doesn't like about me, but they are able to accept it, so why not me :) It's the amount of love baby showers me with. Everytime we meet, or text, or talk on the phone. There's always that very special feeling there. It's great.
And then there are times whereby you won't be able to meet them for days. Even if it is just for one day, you'll feel like the world is coming to an end. But this are all tests to see if you could live far from them or not. Because even if you're far from each other, you'll always be near at heart. And then there will come the days, when you and your partner bump into their ex. Yes, THE EX-boyf/girlf. They will either start to panic or run or show off or whatsoever. All you have to do is ignore, and know that you are better than them.
And then there are the Dates. I don't like, or better, I hate group dates. No offence, but it's kinda awkward to go on a date with your loved one, but there will be another couple or two following, or leading you around the whole day. A date to me, is when a person and a person goes out together, alone. Then it'll just be the two of you, in your own world. Now isn't that romantic ? Rather than seating in the cinema with your other half, watching a movie.. and you feel jealous that your friend is smooching with their partner beside you. Now I call that... AWKWAAARD.
Next comes, the matching items. Matching clothes. Matching accessories. Matching bags. What more ? Matching hair. Now, baby and I look more like twins rather than a couple. BUTTT, I still love it :D People stare, so what ?! It's your life you know, live it the way you want it. But nowadays when I'm matching with baby, I get to wear some of my clothes I've never worn in months/years. As for the accessories, they mean so much more to me now than last time. The black beads on my left hand, given from baby, to remember our first date. And the colourful beads on my right hand, gave one to baby. And that little thing on our left legs, I love it :) I know, some of you will be like "Ughh, so annoying". All I can tell you is "Okaay, I don't care what you think" :) Cause honestly, I don't care what you think.
And then there are times when they just want to be alone. And all you think about is "What the hell happened ? Was it my fault ? What did I do ?".. That's all you can think about, you put the blame on yourself. But sometimes, you just gotta have faith, and tell your partner that you'll always be there for him/her. Tell them that you love them, that's all. They'll be okay right after that. But sometimes you just have to leave them alone, until they're really okay.
Next comes everyone's favourite. Oh yes, you know what I mean. The first kiss. Be it the first with your partner, or the first in your life.. You'll always remember every single second of it. Where it happened, when it happened, and how it happened :) And when you think back of the time the magic happened, you'll start smiling to yourself like an idiot, and make everyone stare at you thinking like something is wrong with you. Hahahah :P
Well, there's still so much for me to learn in life, about love. I'm still young, still learning :) At least now, I really know what it feels like to be in love. Not everything is perfect, but you can always make it perfect. Right ? :)
And one more thing.
My dreams hasn't really
been very nice or fun,
cause reality is so much
more better now :)
Really <3
I
Love
You.
As much as you love me.
ARMAN!
